2011. its been an odd one.

OK. So we all have our ups and downs.
2011, has mostly been downs, so let's hope i believe in the law of averages.

What I can draw from the experiences this year is this;

Trust. It's not something that is around every corner. Pay attention to those whose opinion you do have some faith in.

Honesty. Yes honesty is always the best policy. Except when it isn't. (see point above).

Know Thy Self. Think this is an ancient Greek saying. Been a big problem this year for me, not knowing what to do with myself for the most part. Spent alot of time with work, hating it early on in 2011, then putting efforts into finding a new position, which has now paid off. But work has just been the focus to take my mind of other things, and other people. You know who you are.

Solicitors. They are expensive. That is all on that one.

Think positive. Hmm this has been very difficult recently, seem to have lost appetite for enjoying myself to some degree. Thought about this last week and i am probably punishing myself more than i should, and Christmas is not a good time for feeling down. In fact it sucks being alone at this time of year. It's going to be a quiet one indeed, time to reflect in fact, and get my head together for 2012.

Decisions decisions. I have had many to make this year, and some to ponder over for next year. Chiefly, this surrounds the house, do i sell and move on, do i stick it out and stay (at great cost)? Which is tougher? Don't know at this point, but probably going with the latter.

Change. Need to think about areas of my life to change, because at this point there is much that i do not like.

Sorry is this is a trifle gloomy, but this is where i find myself right now. It's up to one person to sort this out though. And that's me.